Monday, 23 July 2018

Story behind a tick mark!

Yesterday was ONE of the best days of my young life.. I'd cherish it for my entire life.
So I was very fond of poetry and stories since I was young. Unfortunately, I was good in studies too. Anyway, I used to listen to a lot of Ted talks. While watching one on my phone, Youtube has this awesome feature where you swipe up the screen and it shows some similar videos. There I found a spoken word poetry recited by Aranya Johar.
I listened to it and it instantly turned me on. I heard many more of her, and even found other beautiful writers there. I really loved them all.
This continued for a few days. I used to listen to atleast 10 performances in a day (I was in 10th class that time).
Then on a bright morning, I came across this poet called Yahya Bootwala. The name sounded 'ajeeb', even the surname. So Idk, I just ignored and went ahead with some others. Then 'Shayad vo pyaar nahi' came. Like my Youtube Home Page was always filled with these writers and their stories. And that day, every time I opened Youtube, that was the first video on my Timeline.

I was frustrated, so I opened it. And shit! I fell. I fell for him. I heard that thrice continuously. I was gone mad. That was one of the best pieces I ever heard.
And fir kya hona tha? Stalking me toh Indians ko kisi degree ki zarurat hi nahi hai..
I searched him everywhere, heard all of his pieces and aah, kya banda hai boss!
Now I always believed in living those little dreams and fantasies everyday rather than focusing on one large dream. And my little dream from then on was to meet him once. With meeting, I didn't say an autograph or a photograph. I just wanted to make an eye contact and smile at him.
But, he is the SRK of the writing industry. It is obvious, my dream was not going to be fulfilled so easily. But, with hopes, no regrets.
I found many more amazing writers like him, like Amandeep, Darshan, Gaurav, Jidnya and many many more.
But I have an habit of writing my everyday dreams in a checkbook like fashion and working everyday to tick them. Now one of them was meeting Yahya.
So after a year or so, I heard him coming to Ahmedabad. I was overjoyed. But wait, God wanted me to gain more patience. The day he was going to be here, I had an exam out of station. Yes, this really happened. I fought with my Dad for not giving the exam, but 'Vo toh normal insaan hai, tu toh doctor banne ja rahi hai'.
Okay, with lots of tears, I accepted I was not meeting him. I didn't had the guts to message him and tell him about my dream. But anyways, with hope, no regrets!
Few months passed. Many things changed in my life. Many difficulties came, many sorrows and all of a sudden, I once again heard him coming to the city.
Fuck, I was definately going this time. I just saw the date, it was 22nd of July. I immediately told my sister to book the tickets. She only asked me what day it was. I told it was a Sunday.

Oh fuck, it was a Sunday. I have exams every Sunday (Medical 😑). I am not missing this chance but. And guess what, the timing didn't clash. I had classes till 8 to 1. Then exam from 1 to 2:30. And his event was at 3. Like, God just set the right time for me this time. I immediately booked the tickets, though I had an exam the next day, who cares?
So it was 1 more week. My brain couldn't handle the Adrenaline supply for the entire week. Fortunately, I didn't die.
So I gathered a lot of guts and messaged him. And look what happened.


So my little dream is going to be fulfilled, I thought. I prepared a sketch for him, a really bakwas one. So I didn't take it with me (Wait, God has some other plans waiting for me).

So finally I was at the event. I swear, I hadn't eaten anything that day. Not even a single bread. I was so excited. So I sat in the middle seat, hoping for a clear view.

I was never in love before. Not even now, lol. But I could feel him around. Maybe, because I was gone so mad. Not maybe, obviously xD But aah, I loved every second of it.
So he was the second-last to perform. Everyone was like, Yahya kab aayega.. And all the other performers before him just gave up that awesome vibe to us. We really loved everyone.
And Yahya came. Fuck, is that you Yahya?
He was the same, the same from his videos. The same type of clothes, the same smile, the same tiny eyes, the same shy face, and aah ❤
He performed really well. After about 15 minutes, out of my shock, he came down from the stage.. Like aah, is this real?

He was climbing the theatre stairs, and I swear to God, it was 'dhak dhak dhak dhak'. He gave hand shakes to some people, mad I was mad at him.
After a while, he recited 'Shayad vo Pyaar nahi'. This was better than a heaven experience.
So after his performance, most of the people were leaving and we still had a band performance left. The guy came on stage, and just said one thing 'Jo abhi ja rahe hai, baadme regret karenge'.
And guess what, that was 100% true. He sang so well, we all got goosebumps. And they really missed it.
After that, a gift ceremony type was happening. All of us were down near the stage waiting for a Yahya and Amandeep.

So, I got a handshake from Amandeep, and a wide smile. I really admire him too!
But Yahya, he was too busy with other girls. 😑
But I saw him zoomed, fuck, he was amazing! The same guy who once used to recite in a cafe in front of 30 people, did a Tedx a few months back and standing in front of me. That was enough for me.
But no, dreams are dreams, no compromises. Illegally, I went near the green room waiting for him to come out. But ugh his body guards, like they would be trained among the lions, they were so tough. But while leaving, I came so near to him. Like there was nobody between us, but unfortunately, his back facing at me. I literally hit him on his back for this. Like, aisa kon karta hai? Ek baar mudke nahi dekh sakte kya?
And he left. I saw his cute little smile in his car, but no, dreams are dreams.
Once again, I couldn't put a tick mark. But no, with hopes, no regrets!
With 1% battery in my phone and no internet, I took hotspot from one of my friends and instantly messaged him to meet.

At one corner of my heart, I was like obviously reply to nahi hi karega. Bhai, celebrity hai vo.
At the other corner, nahi bhai, haar mat maan. Pehle reply kiya hua hai na.. Thode hopes rakh.
And I told you, God had better plans for me. Yuhi mai unko sabhi cheezo ke liye blame karti rehti hu (sorry God ❤).
HE REPLIED.

I was like. Fuck, chal Riddhi (my sister), leave everything and come. We were having dinner, and I left. I took that sketch with me, wrote my name and number (in case 😉) and took some pastries with me. I was at cloud 9, uh 7, uh who cares?
I reached there in 20 mins(for a path of atleast 45 mins), breaking all the healthy traffic rules. I never imagined this could ever happen.
Kuch bhi kaho, hai toh celebrity, itne body guards lekar ghumta hai. So I asked the receptionist to call him and tell him I am waiting. He called, and Yahya asked who is it. He said Ms.Vidhi.
Yahya: Who?
He: Ms. Vidhi (for the 3rd time :P)
Yahya: I am busy with a recording, tell her to wait for 15 mins.

I waited for 2 long years Yahya.
It was already 10:30, and we aren't allowed to stay out after 10. Just then, my sister said, gharpe phone kar and tell them ki meri friend ki mummy maan hi nahi rahi aurr ice cream khake jane ka hi bol rahi hai. So aurr 30 mins lagegi. And guess what, it worked.
Like, jo hona hai usko koi nahi rok sakta. Bhagwan ne kitni mehnat se sab plan kiya hai. Aap kon hote ho badalne vale.
I waited for exactly 32 minutes, he didn't came. Riddhi was like, tune gharpe 30 minutes ka bola hai.
Me: Shaanti rakh na, aayega.
She: Receptionist ko bol usko yaad dilaye. Bhul gaya hoga.
Me: Okay.
I was just going there, told him to call once again. He agreed. He was redialling, and fuck!
Yahya was here. Like oh shit.
My left hand on my mouth, right in his hand, I was struck.
Me: Aap real ho?
Yahya: Ji hai, mai hi hun.
Me: 😶
We sat together, on the same sofa, he was 15 CM away from me.

Like meeting him personally. Speechless. He calmed me up. We talked about many things. His life, my life, his girlfriend (which I forced him to say no), future plans, past, his day, the city, philosophy of life, and so much more. And I realized, he was just another person with a passion turned miracle. He was truly very humble, and genuine. I gave him the sketch, he said bahut pyaara hai ❤, but I promised to make a better one until he came next time.
I always looked at him as a very big personality, now I look him as a real friend (brother type but not brother xD). He is a TRUE SOUL. I'd cherish this moment for a lifetime.
In the end, I said 'I love you'. And his smile, oh god, I'll work hard to get that smile again, whatever it costs.
Look carefully, he is holding me..
Sorry girls 😁


Jab bhi mai sochti hu ab Medical pe focus karu, kuch na kuch beech me aake mera rasta mod hi deta hai. Iss baar toh Yahya ne aake rasta palat hi diya

So a few things I learned yesterday,
1. Trust the journey. Keep moving on, God has plans better than you have ever thought.
2. You have to make yourself lucky. Luck doesn't come to find you.
3. Me: Apke liye apni khushiya zyada important hai ki apno ki khushiye?
Yahya: Mai bahut swarthi insaan hu, aurr mera swarth apno me hi hai. ❤
4. There is nothing called opportunity. Make your own chances. If your intention is right, you'll get everything right.
5. With hopes, there are no regrets!

Bad pictures, but best day!

He is such a humble man.. Like have you heard any celebrity asking you to drop you home? I have.. He did. He did ask me to drop home.. Nothing to say more.

Lastly, if anyone is asking me this question 'Zindagi me kya kiya?', my answer would be, 'Yahya se mila. Usko apna autograph diya' ❤
So this is how, one of my little dreams was fulfilled yesterday. And little dreams like these would come true everyday and make me the happiest person around.

Keep making all of us smile Yahya. We all truly love you.

Aurr isi tarah, vo ek tick mark ne apne aap me hi itni badi kahani likh di, ki uss kahani ko fir se jeene me ek aurr tick mark ki zarurat pad jayegi!

Wednesday, 11 July 2018

Fucked up

Hey! Longest time, I know. But you can't blame me this time. I've a long list of things you can blame.
P.S. There is no story or poem down there. It is just a random post (for your current affairs xD) on how fucking life can be.
First of all, like every other teenager, I am a fucking confused soul. I took Biology in 12th, and now I'm not sure about it, the only reason being I don't like what I am doing, that's it. No, that is not it. Now that I took a dumbass decision, I have to atleast bear the effects. I atleast have to complete 12th and get a decent score in NEET.
And you know what, the morons, they are just experimenting with us. Why me? Because I've got a fuck life. They have decided to hold the exam twice, once in February and next in May. Like, how can we complete the NEET syllabus till January, appear for it in February, appear for damned boards in March, next NEET in May, AIIMS in June and all other Medical Exams near these. Like huh!
I know these aren't deciding my future, but they are atleasting fucking up my present. Okay, let's get over this.
I did a lot of amazing things in the past few months.

 I did photography at two great events, one of which paid me the stipend and the other a recommendation letter.

I did a virtual internship on content writing. That was a real world experience.

I attended a Ted event, and god, I can't learn more from anywhere else.

I was always fond of drawing, or scribbling looks better. You would find a sketch on every bench I sat in classes.xD Though, I was totally unaware of water colors. So I decided to use them once. I watched tutorials on Youtube and painted a dozen of beautiful pieces which I can be proud of. Most importantly, I enjoyed.
This was my first water color experience.

Next, I attended an Open Mic in a Cafe nearby. I just wanted to breathe that type of air. And grace, that was so damn awesome. One of the best experiences I ever had.

After that, I decided to perform in an Open Mic. I got selected to perform at a Cafe nearby, and omg, I loved it. I made new friends there, and being am introvert, that's great deal for me. I actually found out that I have a passion for writing and whatever I do in life, I would never stop writing.

This was the event where I performed.

Then unbelievably, all of a sudden, I decided to cook. I cooked some international cuisines along with some Indian and desserts, and I must say, cooking is very creative.
I made Lasagna, after practice

To chill out, I for the very first time visited some trending cafes around the city and explored there. I love exploring creative stuff, but the introvert me didn't allow me to step out. Though it still scares me to go to places alone or without a close friend.


Though I don't get a lot of time from studies, I quit 1.5 hours of the TV I watched daily and read novels and watched web series. And believe it or not, this is going to help me for lifetime. Novels really make me a different person.
I even joined the gym for some Aerobics and I really feel fresh.
Oh wait, I learnt to drive a car. I'm so excited. (17, but issokkay xD)
I was a very delicate kid for a lot of years, but from the last 6 months, my only vision is to change the world. And that is the reason I am putting my best everyday to change myself, doing a million things, exploring every part of me and the Earth, and love existing here. In short, I am trying my best to amplify existence.
Share with me your experiences and incidents that helped you grow. I'd love to listen. (Instagram: dihybrid_methane)

Until next time,
Vidhi :)


Wednesday, 28 March 2018

Love ends too (Poem)

Hey guys and girls! How are you all?
I did something interesting yesterday, this might be very common but it was the first time with me.. Okay, so I met a girl called Arya on a writing app yesterday. We talked and eventually decided to write a poem together. It was really fun doing this. So here it goes:



Through his lavender cuddles, I woke up
The first time I had slept in months,
his presence comforting,
his touch, soothing.
My head on his hand, 
my hair in his fingers,
his breath against my neck,
I closed my eyes, 
savouring the blissful moment,
dreaming a life I never dreamt of.
And yet, here I was,
In the arms of a man
I never knew I would fall in love with.
That face which pulled tears out of eyes,
dancing like they never wish to come.
Those eyes that looked at me
Like I was the only person worth looking at.
And the next moment, those words peaked out
Like I was an option for him and not his worth.
Those words that hardly made sense,
Words that I dreaded,
Words I wished I would never hear
Again.
Still, his arms made my heart ponder
'Does this universe grant magic?'

He answered my question with
Mere words.
Words that shattered my faith 
In magic.

After the longest last, he uttered...
"The end has come".



This is a story cum verse.. I am thinking of continuing it further and adding some perks to the story. Let's see if I do it.. :)

Comment below if you like this and want another part of it :)
This is her blog: mixwritings.blogspot.com

Until the next, 
Vidhi

Monday, 19 March 2018

Education kills my Dreams


Hey! How're you all? Inspired by the education system out there, I wrote something.. Let's see what it is :)

To the young victims out there
Victims of sentiments and the system
The system of education and its myths
The system of comparison
The system of imprisonment in the chaos of marksheet
The system of killing creativity
The system of cutting wings
The system of losing mind
The system of inproportionality
The system so dumb in life

Albert Einstein once said "Everybody is a genius, but if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid"


Compare
Compare this with school students now
Don't you see that fish in them?
That fish who wants to swim deep into the sea
The bird who wants to fly deep into the sky
The warrior who wants to save the country's spirit
The boxer who wants to fight with all his might
The chef who wants to cook all his life

No no, look at Sharma Ji's son,
He is one of the top 10 IIT graduate this year
And, my son, doctors and engineers have a name is society
Infact CA and MBA can also gain fame
Now look what you want to do

To the dear education system out there,
I don't fear in being a part of you
But I fear in mugging up those books that I forget the next second after my exam
I fear going home and answering my mother on "Beta, test kaisa gaya? Kitne aayenge?"
I fear sitting on my table and thinking what I did to my life
I fear sleeping because of the big dreams I can never fulfill
I fear going to coaching because of the discrimination there
I even fear dying thinking of my younger sister's life just like mine

I want to study
I really want to understand how my body works
I really want to know why does the sun rise from the west

But instead, those books tell me to mug up that kinetic energy is 1/2mv2 and potential is mgh
It tells me to mug up the dimensions of sun, its distance from the Earth

Will these things help me? Of course they will
But can I nkt open the book and refer
Why to mug up?
Instead I could understand why do those little planets revolve around the sun

I am here to make a place in world, not to fit in the place you have created for me
Your system affects me and millions of lives directly
And I don't want to die out of it so instantly

Until the next,
Vidhi

Saturday, 10 March 2018

Hi! My name is drug.

Hi! My name is drug
I am no less than a thug
My name has the coolest sound
And I'm the easiest thing found
I tear families apart
I am the end and I am the start
I live with the rich, who never ditch
I live with the poor, who pretend me their grandeur
If you try me once,
I may let you go.
But if you don't feel good in my absence,
'Welcome to the flow'
To get me with you
You'll do anything to get screwed
You'll steal from your Dad
And guess what, you won't even feel bad
No misery, no pride
I am here, always by your side
Once addicted to me, you can't decline
And then your soul would me mine
I'll make you my slave
And follow you until your grave
I do warn you before coming in
Think a thousand times before you begin

Until the next,
Vidhi

Friday, 23 February 2018

Blind in Love

Hello guys and girls.. How are you'll? I am so obsessed to writing about love these days.. No no, I haven't got a boyfriend but you know, just happened :p
So this is a poem dedicated to all those humans who passed in the humanity test. No more discussions, let's go for it :)



They invited me as a photographer
To the inclusive event of a Nursing Home
Where people meet, talk and love
And share their genome

"Hey, hello my love", a 70-year old said
"Thank you so much for coming"
I don't know in which state she was
With her stooped back, she was humming

I went to her and had a talk
Those glistening words had a shine
She confused me with her granddaughter
Who never came to confine

That night, she was full of thoughts and emotions
And she talked to me about everything
How she used to drop me at school 
But I was just afraid to fling

From that day, I visited her twice a week
And decided to keep shut
She still thinks I am her granddaughter
And I would never rebut

🙌  How was it? People, I really do wish for a comment below.. I don't know why but love is just mother-child, boyfriend-girlfriend or husband-wife these days.. This shouldn't happen. Love should be spread among other people like strangers, old folks, celebrities, plumbers, WRITERS, doctors and all of them ❤

Until the next,
Vidhi :)

Monday, 19 February 2018

Doctor or Life-Maker?


Hello folks! How are you all doing? Today, you are going to read a really inspiring story but before that, I'd like to discuss some points about Doctors.
Yea, doctors, life saviours, life makers, life blessers and life, what, everything. Like they save millions of lives on Earth but still, we love and respect celebrities more than them. I mean, the one who is dying all day and night just to save your life, you can't make him famous? They are a living version of God, and still Bollywood is at the top. I don't understand why we don't respect doctors. Just read this and please do comment below what you think about it.. Is it right or wrong?



"Dr Wilson, Room No 404"
And I rushed to the 4th floor.
'I'm losing breath, she mumbled,
Let my baby have a life'
'Get me the forceps and the vacuum'
Silence prevailed in the room, 
The mother alone with the baby in her womb
Three point five seconds later, Junior Evans cried,
And Mrs. Evans died.
No father, no mother, the baby was alone,
Though being the child of a baron.
I wiped and pressed "Button 404, Cleared".

Few minutes later...

"Dr Wilson, Room No 304"
And I rushed to the 3rd floor.
'My baby's coming', she mumbled.
'Get me the forceps and the vacuum'
Silence prevailed in the room.
The mother, the father and the little sister
Waiting for the baby to cry 
I knew Junior Scott had a die.
The sister came to me, 'I already love him, please try'
I quickly rushed to Room No 404
And exchanged Scott with Evans,
'Dear God, this is the last chance'
Family Scott thanked me for saving their son till heaven
And the sister gave me a card with "Doctor No 1"
That was the happiest day I ever had
The profession's faith made me glad.

What would you have done if in place of Dr. Wilson?

And yea, make doctors famous.

Wednesday, 7 February 2018

Waiter or Entrepenuer?

Hey guys! So damn sorry for such a long break. Actually I promised myself not to be so much socialluly active until I get done with my NEET. But I ended up breaking it. No, I don't use any social media stuff right now, but blogging also takes time, right?
So this is a story cum poem which I wrote days back. I never thought of posting it here and so it didn't come out. But I really feel this as the best work of mine till date. So let's not waste any time and show you the stuff..

Waiter or Entrepenuer?
Just two more minutes, he yelled for an hour 
I sat quietly hoping to see his car
He isn't far away, I kept thinking
Those last moment rejections kept me shrinking
I have to impress him this time
My parents already felt me grime
I was already twenty-five
And unmarried yet was difficult to be alive
I had Vitiligo
It isn’t a disease, but a vertigo
Those face creams were tired to rest upon my skin
They made me a constant feeling of chagrin
My mother told me, they love curvy but slim
They love fair, less dim
I was taught to eat less than healthy
I was taught to keep shut and remain stealthy
My opinions mattered the least
To reduce friction between my mind and my words, they often greased
The last rejection caused my parents in despair
And that was enough of me to bear
The number of face creams I used doubled
An unquestioned boy was what I struggled
And so, I waited for him for an hour and two now
This is the last time to anyone I bow
And there he arrived
Smiling at me, contrived
He was probably here to file with me a contract
We were to make a story, and not a fact
He greeted me, looking up and down
He obviously noted the light and dark brown
We talked about our families and stuff
He wasn’t that bimyou or bluff
He loved my smile, he said
I thought he should be honest instead
He grabbed the Menu and ordered two cups of cappuccino
Uh ho, it was quite andantino
I smiled and tried to maintain that contact
I just didn’t want him to distract
The waiter brought the Coffee
I was astounded to see his abnormality
He was too rude for a cup on his pants
The waiter was fortunate for his grants
He apologised for his uncertainty
But the man stood up in front of me
I had to have him today for sure
So I tried to calm him up and allure
He cleaned himself in the washroom
And I kept sucking myself for my doom
We didn’t talk about too much after that
And that date ended up matt
He didn’t bother to give the waiter a tip
And after that, I didn’t found him equip
I asked for his answer in the car
His answer was quite bizarre
‘You are good but I should think,
Give me some time to sync’
My heart told me it was a no
For my parents, I didn’t had a face to show
I felt disappointed for the waiter there
He might already have his job lost declared
So I rushed back to the Café and paid him his tip
And that moment had a large flip
He declined it and asked for a favour instead
‘I couldn’t do anything for you, I’m scared’
Can we date once? He asked
And today I’m marrying him, both of us basked.

Please do comment your opinions about this. Thanks for reading.

Until next, 
Vidhi